So weak

I don't get what is happening to me. The fatigue and the muscle weakness scare me. My grandmother had Mysenthia Gravis so that is always in the back of my mind. Although Lyme can cause the muscle weakness as well. Need to get my act together for next week and find place that will draw my blood and give me back a vial. Oh plus the pesky problem of paying for all this testing.

Dr keeps calling my husbands cell phone where I had my Cat scan done. They want to send me to ENT but I would rather go to one of my choice. Did search on who they want to send me to and the reviews aren't pleasant. Hopefully they don't want to do biopsy on the glands. The reason they are swollen I am sure is due to the Lyme but since the normal DRs say I don't have Lyme there really is no reason to go back to them. This whole thing is nuts. I would never tell them that I was getting treated out of state for it either. In fact I probably will keep my drs name secret as well. I don't trust anyone. Maybe I am paranoid but TPTB don't want you getting well. That is just my opinion so take it for what it is worth. Ok enough doom and gloom.

Hope to get on antibiotic first part of May and really hope there are no bad side effects. Oh can't forget to get my probioitcs before I start taking them. At the tune of 100bucks per month. Grrrr. Ok stop worrying everything works out right??